Friday, July 11, 2008

Now what

What do you do when there is nothing to do? As a mom you almost never come across a time were there is nothing to do, but when the blue moon comes out then what. {K} has been out of town all week which allowed me to do a lot of cleaning and organizing in the house. This morning before her flew in I made sure the house was in tip top shape. SO when he dose get home. {E} and {M} went off to play across the street and {K} and {O} are sleeping. So now what do I do? I have never been all that good at entertaining myself, and I have never really had to but I have caught myself thinking. ( ahhh) What am I going to do all day with the kids at school. I think that this is a very scary thing for stay at home moms to face, and I know I still have 5 years to think about it but it is out there. With no more babies on the horizon this is something that is very real to me. I have been nothing but and wife and mother for the last 8 years.( A big job I know but I don't think is qualifies me for much,) and by the time {O} heads off the school it will be 13 years. Then what will be expected of me. I think soon instead of people when I am going to have another baby there are going to be asking me what I am going to do when {O} goes to school. SO to answer my first question, what do moms do when they are board? WORRY!

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